During the 3 days that my mom and sis were away, i spent my time with my dear dear friends. it turned out that i wasn't alone like i thot i would be...
i had a great time with them, sleepover and stuff...plus i get to noe that my friends are reallie, super-duper messy ppl (no names mentioned - hehe)
just last night, i sent my very very extremely good friend off at the airport...i am going to miss you so much shikha...come back soon dearie...i wanted to post an entry in my blog last night but i was too sad. i'm taking this quite hard, shikha going away that is...and the thing is, i would never have thot that i would, you see...but i do and i am...i feel as if a part of me went away...and i also didn't think that i would cry...i mean, i was holding it pretty well till she hugged and said her goodbyes and went inside and then it truly dawned on me that in just a few more seconds, i wun see her anymore. And thats when i cried..and when i got home at half hour past midnight aka 12.30am and i opened tha christmas present she got me, i cried all over again. It got worse when i opened her card and read it...i honestly dunno how i'm going to go thru each day now with the knowledge that i cant talk to her like i always do, that i cant see her when i need and want to...i dunno what i'm gonna do...almost everyday, i share a part of me with her, it'll be so different now she's gone...it feels empty somehow...
love you shikha, take good care of yourself there, eat your meals promptly and close your cupboard after use! =)
AND dun u go, "I know. I know. Grandma." with me now.
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